SunshineWhy won't this pain go away?When will the sunshine come my way?I feel the pain day in and day outwondering what brings it outthe sunshine never shines my waynow i have turned all worldly things awayin the end the only savior in my life is my mindbut for now i seem blindi think about the sunshine day in and day outwondering what brought it out
rejectOnce you have been neglectedby someoneYou start to rejecteveryoneOnce you have found your holeof darknessYou start to reject the wholeworld of happinessOnce you have started the firethis wayYou will feel the desireto run awayOnce you have put the bladeon your skinYou will have slayedthe monster with inOnce you have cut in deepfeeling the blood rushing outyou will go to sleepand be left with doubtOnce you have awakenin this placeyou will have provokedthe beast and end the race...Of Your Life.
hey mystery kidHey mystery kid whats your story?Why do you run is it away from something?Hey mystery kid whats your story?Do you hide from your life?Hey mystery kid whats your story?Is this a scary place that you must faceHey mystery kid whats am I your story?I run and I hide from this horrid place.Hey mystery kid, I'm you.
question6Is life a reality of death or is death a reality of life?
happinessMy world is full of hate,Your world is full of painWhy can't we both live in a world full of rainbows and ponies
the ghost on the wallLike a ghost on the wall,that feels the pain from them allI see everything,but can't do anythingI hang there shuddering in pain,watching the blood rainI hear the silent screams and crys,but I hang there wondering why can't someone release these tiesI feel like I'm in a noose because all I can do is hang,then I hear it, a gun goes off, it hurts my ears," Bang"Someone else is dead now, a soulless body shot down,why can't someone cut me downWait I hear a noise, is someone here,yes, but wait they've got the gun and I almost draw a tear"Bang" as the shot goes,"bang" as my life goesA ghost on the wall,stop wandering, but aren't we all
the screamI see the light flashes,I feel the lashesYou scream in fears,I scream in tearsI see my life fly away,I scream for you to go awayYou scream once more,and I will scream no more
my point of viewI'm different in this world as you can see,Special in a sort of way,uniquely me and only mebut people just see me as a strayThey push me this way no that,Trying my every nerve,I try to fit in with the fake clothes and a hatbut even with this it only gives my life a little swerveNo ones ever been alike, except twinsto survive in this dog eat dog world you have to be able to win
trappedTRAPPEDI'm trapped with in a world in between,Fighting the darkness that surrounds me,Trying to find the light of the path,And then i feel my minds wrath,While memories cause me pain,Because in memories it always rains,You'll never find a way out,Because in memories the light never comes about,I'm trapped with in a world in between,Trapped, trapped inside my mind me and only me
AloneSometimes, I think when I walk aloneSomeone will abduct meShaking my throbbing head.I think of all the reasons no one would want me.Sometimes, I think when I sit aloneI am too emotionalRubbing my aching chest.I think of all the times I was heartless.Sometimes, I think when I can't sleepI am strongWiping away the endless tears.I finally stop lying to myself.Looking at all my problemsI find the source of all these self inflicted woundsScarring my tender fleshA cold reminder of the harsh truthI Am Alone.
Meeting Closed DoorsYour eyes meet mineAnd I retreatIf only you could feelThis deadly heart beatI pull backInto my shellThis story's not oneI wish to tellI don't need to exploreThough the curiosity poundsThrough my head...But I know my bounds.And now I longTo meet your eyes once moreJust to seeThrough that closed doorSavannah GreenhalghFebruary 29, 2012
I'm Going Down With You (Eulogy For The Dying)I thought you were fine,I thought it was better,But right now I feel,As if I've read your suicide letter.Dried blood on your nose,And a shake in your touch,I know I was wrong,You've loosened your clutch.I thought you were good,I thought it was going,But it's worse than bad,And I think that it's growing.Death in your eyes,And despair in your tone,I know I was wrong,And I'll soon be alone.I thought you were cool,I thought it was slain,But it's all fallen to hell,And it's driving me insane.Strain in your breath,And no hope in your soul,I never even saw,And now it's taking it's toll.I thought you were living,I thought it was dead,But now you can't hide,And it's vice versa instead.No step to hold spring,And no belief in yourself,I'm losing you now,Losing love's wealth.I thought you would tell me,I thought I had right to know,But apparently I'm just a child,And I should believe this damn show.Tears on my cheeks,And betrayal in my heart,You're dying on me
Can't They See?Can't they seeThat I'm not smart?That I can't figure things out quickly?I'm not smartI pay attention in classBut none of it makes senseI try to do my homeworkBut it doesn't registerCan't they seeThat I don't understand?All this workJust passes through my mindPeople get on to me for my gradesThat they aren't goodI can't help itThat I'm not smartAll of this schoolingJust makes me feel dumberPeople makes A's and B'sWhy can't I do that?Can't they seeThat I'm not smart?Can't they understandI never will be?
4. DarkPeople always tell me,"There is light;Even in the darkestOf places."But there isn't. TheLight doesn't matter--Even if it were there.Creatures lurk in the shadowOf my self-regret.The shadow is gargantuan.The creatures tease and toy with myMind until it spasms intoAction and strikes outAt anything--...everything.Even those I love! BecauseI can't see.For it's far too dark.There is no lightThat will allow me to see. TheLight is gone. And so am I.
Maybeis it possible?that everything will be right for me?But I can only hope for so long,before everything i've lived for is finally gone,this uncertainty makes me who I want to be,And now I live in the land of maybe,maybe.Is it feasible?Are all of the cards set out for me?Lifetimes trying to find myself,while trying my hardest not to get help,walking too fast in a world i cannot clearly see,I wish that everything is set out for me, just maybe,just maybe.Is it propable?Can everything sum out in the end?i'll calculate the solutions again and again,until my withered body fails me in the end,why couldn't I just try to leave?through neutral choices and that fucking world of maybe?Maybe?Can it be?Everything I always dreamed it to be?OH i will wait until my fantasies come true,and then there will be a great time for me and you,but until then, I just want to make sure and be free,that I don't come around to anymore trouble through life, maybe,maybe.Can you be?Everythin
Closed doorsClosed DoorsI stand, surrounded,By hidden pain, shut awayBehind the closed doors.
One More Mistake.With every word that I sayWith every smile I fakeEvery moment I liveI'm making one more mistake...All the tears that I've criedHave fallen unnoticedNo matter how hard I tryNobody will know this...Every friend that I've madeEverything I createWith every door that I openI'm making one more mistake...I hate what I've doneAnd this person that I've becomeI hate these scars on my wristIs there no ending to this...?With every beat of my heartWith every breath that I takeEvery day I wake upIs just another mistake...
StillThoughts spill from strangers ears,Falling slowly towards the earth.There is nothing worth seeing,There is nothing worth feeling.But hearing your wordsStops the bleeding.Words are carrying to the mountain's peak,Crossing the birds and the streams.There is nothing above.And nothing below.But the space is not emptyAnd void.My world is crashing,Towards the cold, dark abyss.There is no light,No warmth to be found.Except for the beating of you heartAs I whisper "I love you".And all seems to be still once again.
Day for a DepressiveDragging along is a simple thing here there is no pleasure; no pain.Walking numb without a course &
I fail at everythingI failed at being a friendI failed at being a daughterI failed at being a good studentI failed at being a sisterI failed at being a happy teenI just fail at everything but a few thingsI don't fail at being a mess upI don't fail at being depressedI don't fail at hurting my selfI don't fail at hurting my familyI don't fail at bad stuff....
What if What if What if they come and take her away.What if there was something I could do today.What if I leave it just a second too late.What if I could have changed her fate.What if this pushes her over the edge.What if I can't hold onto this ledge.What if I could help her, and I do not.What if they put her away and let her rot.What can I do when my whole world is crumbling.What can I do when I'm just blind and tumbling.My head's a fucking mess and only time can cure it,But when time's out, will it be too late to stop this shit?
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